WEEEEEEEEE!!

i had rewrite and backspace this post so many times
and at last here comes a not so emo post..
2 more days and we are having our holidays
and we will be in different class next year..
W is a class which is not so nerdy and kia su
we play,we study,we had fun
i had been in W class for 3 years..
Form 1W is he best year
maybe not that good cause someone gave me a not so good impression
when i first came in
and during the post exam activities we had this "circle game"
and having Zhi Le sitting beside me is the best thing ever in Form 1
and get to know Gwen, Winnie and Jia Xin
then Form 2W
this year Winnie and Zhi Le is no longer in W class
only me and Gwen
and this is the year where i got closer with Jia Xin and Hui Yi
Form 2 did not give me a very vivid memory
so next !
Form 3W
although this year we had PMR
we still had a great time
this year get to know Hwee Nee, Ah Ling and Looi Ling
and fun only started when i sit with Hwee Nee
this girl is so violence and the way she hit people is :O
she hit the poor Gee Keat
because he said the wrong thing
and there she goes hitting him with his hand damn hard wei..
I seriously hope that i will be in Form 4W next year with all my old friends
but i know this will only stay in my memory..


p/s: i had said this many times in my blog before..
i built up my courage to talk to you
for goodness sake
you ignore me
this is why i always told my mom when she told me to talk to you and be friend with you
you giving me this kind of reaction
what can i do..
i know you don't react to the bitch like that
you talk with them,laugh with them
and to me
you talk to me as if i am an alien from the other planet..
the way you treated me in Form 1
i will never forget
people told me that you are a funny guy, very"gentleman"
but i can't feel anything
to me you are not a gentleman..
maybe you are funny
you bring laughter to the class
but your characteristic make me feel uncomfortable
is getting end of the year
i tried to talk to you
again, for sure
i know you will ignore me
and think that as if my voice is a fly buzzing around your ear..
fine go ahead
if it wasn't my mom who wants me to talk to you
just because you live in the same fucking garden with me
i had to talk to you
and i get all the humiliation
great!well done!you did it!
you make me hate you
and you make me feel like tearing you apart
every year i beg to be in the different class with you
but it does not work
we were in the same class for 3 years
every year i tried my best to talk to you
and what i get is still the same
what i want to say although you are probably going to another school..
i won't miss you
no..i won't even think about you
it's better for you to go away
get away from my life.