Right Pathway

here's my next post
it's been a while
i know that
i was stuck with the i Tunes thingy
and yea..
i have to say i need to break my promise again
cause i won't be uploading any photo because
i am desperately down and upset and don't know where am i going the next minute
for short
i am lost
totally lost
well..
maybe you think is because school is going to reopen soon
and that's why i feel down and all those stupid and creepy feeling
and i just got straight A's for my PMR
i should be very happy
well..
it seems like i am not happy at all because all these creepy feeling came right after i know i got straight A's for my PMR
and yes..i am lost since then
i know i am going form 4 next year
so is going to be a very tough year for me
because i am not a smart ass like those genius out there
i have to work very hard
and i must get good result for my SPM
so that my brother won't have to stress himself out just to let me study in the best u
so everything in my life have to be good,best including my result and even how i socialize
okay
i think i have to stop cause
i don't like talking about this socializing part
when I have enough nagging from my mom and brother
i know i am awkward
i am weird today
i have not finish my post yet
gosh i am even lost when blogging
this is bad, very bad
bye