Right Pathway

here's my next post
it's been a while
i know that
i was stuck with the i Tunes thingy
and yea..
i have to say i need to break my promise again
cause i won't be uploading any photo because
i am desperately down and upset and don't know where am i going the next minute
for short
i am lost
totally lost
well..
maybe you think is because school is going to reopen soon
and that's why i feel down and all those stupid and creepy feeling
and i just got straight A's for my PMR
i should be very happy
well..
it seems like i am not happy at all because all these creepy feeling came right after i know i got straight A's for my PMR
and yes..i am lost since then
i know i am going form 4 next year
so is going to be a very tough year for me
because i am not a smart ass like those genius out there
i have to work very hard
and i must get good result for my SPM
so that my brother won't have to stress himself out just to let me study in the best u
so everything in my life have to be good,best including my result and even how i socialize
okay
i think i have to stop cause
i don't like talking about this socializing part
when I have enough nagging from my mom and brother
i know i am awkward
i am weird today
i have not finish my post yet
gosh i am even lost when blogging
this is bad, very bad
bye

Merry Christmas

first of all
i have to wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
i just came back from KLCC
i went with auntie Jennifer
but at the end i follow my mom back
cause as you all know
they are having their lunch in Mandarin Oriental
nvm..
as least they did bring something for me!
as you all know
i did say in my blog
that my brother did promise me that he will buy me an ipod nano-5th generation
at first i though he was kidding because we were having video call
and he was laughing while saying this
i did not take it very seriously and forgot about it very quickly
and this morning
after i finished taking my bath
my brother came out giving me a brown box
at first i thought it was some jewelery
but when i saw the apple word
i jump up and started shouting and went to hug him=D
i was so happy!=D
anyway
i am using my brother's laptop
so i can't upload any photo
so wait..
p/s: every time i say wait for my next post for more picture but it seems like i did not keep my promise..=P
this time i promise i will keep my promise=)

Tomorrow

it's tomorrow
i am nervous
i don't know what will happen tomorrow
i hope tomorrow is a good luck day for me
i hope i have the confidence i had during UPSR when i am taking the result
but i just can't stop worrying about my result
and i am worry because i did not have the confidence that i am getting straight A's
i started to worry i am not getting A for my Eng
the next minute i started to worry that my KH is not getting an A too
then BM then SC
this whole thing is just a nightmare to me
but i can't do anything but worry
my mom,my bro,my grandma is all coming to take the result with me!
their existence there is just making me to feel even worry and pressured
even though i know that they are actually there to support me..


p/s:are we suppose to wear uniform tomorrow??

yes or no

first of all i have to say sorry
because of saying those f words in my last post
i am so sorry
i was too angry and frustrated
anyway
i don't feel like blogging anymore
maybe i am too lazy during this holiday
or i have totally lost my interest in blogging already
so..
how?

p/s:maybe wait for my next post when i do feel like blogging

i am damn fucking piss off right now because my mom
kept nagging me from morning till now
what the fuck is her problem
when i got up
i got scolded for nothing
after having my lunch
just because i put my bottle on the table
she scolded me
what is this!
damn stupid and frustrating
can't argue with her
cause she is fucking bringing me to Mandarin Oriental to have dinner
so what!
i don't care if i am not having shark fin shop as my dinner
damn pissing off.=(

hectic week

i finally can have a little time to blog
i have finished writing every thing
and poff!
i accidentally press the backspace
and everything is gone!
and i am going out already
so sorry
have to wait till my next post!

24 of dec
Christmas eve as you all know
but for the form 3s
is our big day!
PMR results is coming out on Christmas eve
a present for Christmas huh?
hope is a good present for me

i am so sorry for not updating my blog
because i am busying playing with my brother's i pod touch=P
and yea..
my brother finally brought back his girlfriend!
my mom was so happy when she knows that !
is going to have a dinner with her in Ampang most probably today or tomorrow!
get to eat again!
Thai food this time!=)
p/s:more pictures on next post!
i promise!

I didn't have to change, that I didn't have to be accepted to be happy.



- Michael Holbrook Penniman -

my first time

this is my first time

saying that i feel boring when i am facing the computer
i found out that lately
i had been facing the computer from the morning till evening
what can i do in front of the computer for so long
i am not blogging,not facebooking,not watching youtube also
curious?
i am changing the picture of my desktop non stop
i bet people are saying what
from morning till evening!
well..
all i can say is that i had a lot of pictures
so i just put it up in the desktop
and i find that
i can see the picture better in bigger size
so i just change and change
and i found out that
some of the picture reminds me
and some make me laugh..
and i still can remember every story behind these pictures
let say this one
this is the first time my brother taught me how to play poker and all those gambling stuff
bad influence..=)
and thisbrother:move away,i want to mop the floor already
me:why i don't want!
*then i was blocking his way don't want to let him go through*
brother:if you don't go away,i use this mop to hit you
me:ohhhhhhhhh..i take this picture and tell mummy
and there this picture is produce!
i am such a baby girl..=P
i am too boring already
so i post this stupid and random post
thank you for wasting your precious time reading my random post
thank you=)

boring
boring
is all i can say now..
hope my brother to come back early
so that i can play with his ipod touch..

p/s: for goodness sake,i did not know that my cousin was married last two weeks! :0
i am such a failure..

PC fair

went to a small PC fair last week

to buy my camera
also in KLCC convention center
yesterday
went to a PC fair again
but this time
with more ppl
lots of computer gadgets
and as what my mom said 80% of the PC fair are youngster
so this time
we went to buy a webcam!A4 tech brand
the quality wasn't very good and it lag a lot
should have listen to my brother's opinion
buy the one he is using
Logitech
i bet it would be much better than ours
but then i like the animation and the effects
it's so cute
i show you one i love the most!don't laugh
i know my mouth look odd
but then this animation is so cute
actually the love can keep on blinking
as if you are in love
who cares about the quality
when the effects and animation are so cute and funny!

this post is dedicate to all the girls

receive an e-mail
maybe you had seen it before
but if you don't you have to read this
girls..you will nod your head and agree while you are reading this..

Men Are Hard To Please


The problems with GUYS:


If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
this is so not true..

If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
yes!that's what my brother says too!

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;

guys are always so perasan..can't blame them
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
or they will just say you have no taste or lala

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
yes because we don't listen to their instruction..they will find excuses like this

If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
when we keep quite..we got no brains..this is how the guys think..

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
too bad la,who ask you to be so stupid,lose face then lose face,i don't care
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
i wonder where they get the self-confidence?

If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
i totally agree with this

If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
love him?he will leave you!

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
kind of agree..i mean i got no experience in this kind of things..since those taiwan drama always say you don't make love with me,you don't love me anymore!

If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
i wonder what the guys want us to do then..do or not do?

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
they will say that we are like a small children,everything also want to report

If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
yes!then should we tell or not tell!
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
yes,my brother always says that!when i scold him,he will say you like ah po like that,keep scolding ppl
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
and then when he scold me,he says it's because i care about you..next time i should record down when he say i like ah po,keep scolding him..when he scold me .i play that recording then he know!
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
guys are like that,once we say out their secret,we cannot be trust forever!

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
ya..forced to do so..guys are always talking crap..

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
erm..actually for me..if you smoke..you are consider as a bad girl..

If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
guys always think that they are cool when they smoke..

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
when i told my brother that i got an A1 for my Sejarah,he just say"cheh,you lucky only.."

If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
yes..cause i am bad in Math,my two brothers are good in Math and they always say people who know Math are ppl who got brains..
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
girls,being cruel?no..

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
this same goes to when guys scold us,they are actually caring for us..

after seeing this mail,i totally agree with all this statement,
guys find excuses so that they have "face"..

this post is dedicate to all the girls

CKS GATHERING

finally

get to see my friends!

in T.G.I Fridays
do you know how expensive is the food in T.G.I Fridays?
so i just order a watermelon juice
i help zhi le to eat her salmon pasta when she can't finish it
wasn't very nice..
compare to the salmon when i ate in traders hotel
traders one is better..
we left early to Starbucks after paying
this time i tried the Mocha Praline Frappucino
i like it because it has more chocolaty taste!
then we went to the cinema
and photo taking time!

there,zhi le punching edward
both of us were asking why isn't Jacob inside the poster=(
and then we went it
and yes did i mention gwen came to our reunion?
she can be one of the cks students already
and just because there is gwen
this whole movie is funny to me
especially when edward was walking from the car and said happy b'day to bella
gwen was laughing so loudly
that part is consider as a comedy already instead if a very "yeng" part
then i was chatting with han yuin just now
and both of us agree that the ending is lame
"would you marry me,bella?"
and that's the end!
lame is all i can say
and after the movie finished
then only gerard came
he is still the same
his mouth,his character
all the samethe one beside ding yan is gerard tang
i am just too lazy..
juat end this post with this group photo then
=)

it's just 3 days I did not update my blog

and there is lots of comments on my cbox
i like that!=D(this shows that ppl actually read my blog!)
i finally finish my math homework!
English and sejarah homework to go!
i am going Pavillion later
and guess what i don't even have money in my purse
not even a cent
i am wondering how am i going to have my lunch or even watch a movie in Pavillion
don't you love forever 21's dress room? i am being a good girl these two days

busy week

just came back from Mid Valley
all i can say is i will never sit ktm again
it just frustrate me
oh well
went with jia xin only
she wanted to buy books
so i have to teman her
well
friends are made for this kind of purpose am i right
about my camera thingy
my camera is so cheap that it only costs RM 509
because that day when we went to traders hotel to had our lunch
there were this small Property fair
and it's the last day!
so we got a very cheap and reasonable price
my mom just won't get me that Sony cybershot DSC-TX1
because she said it is so expensive
when it is only Rm1149
nvm
i don't care about this anymore
i just feel that if i had a better camera
that would be even better
yea..
finally i get to stay at home tomorrow=)

p/s: i can't wait till Saturday and Sunday! i am getting a webcam soon!=)