2nd post

why am i so free
posting so many post a day...
well is actually because my mom went out so
i can use my comp.
yesterday my mom told me about whether i want to transfer to other school or not..
then i started thinking..
maybe i should change an environment..
go to a new place where no ones know me..
and i can start a new life there..
(you can stop reading this post if you feel that what i am talking now its all crap)
then i remember my mom asking grace's mom about studying in Sing.
and bla bla bla..
hm.. maybe i should study in Sing.(but then i don't think i can make it in anyway..)
well..if i can..maybe...its should be good thing for me also isn't it..
i can make new friends..
start a new life..
be more sociable in that new place..
smile more and don't always show that emo face..
and i will know how to be more independent..i feel that i am always sticking to my mom..
i am not exposed enough..(my mom said it..that is why she wanted to sent me to Sing. so early..)
my brother will always come home and tell my mom
how good is the activities there..its so fun..how they trick with the birthday boys..they actually use egg york..(those raw ones)and they use it as a wax and help the b'day boy to style his hair..and draw stupid things on his body..
and he has to walk around the university with that look they drew on him..
its like so fun to have friends like this..
or is it i am the one who are not sociable enough..
i have no idea also..if i can't go Sing. maybe i should go Penang..they said there is one secondary school there which is very famous also..
all i need is a new environment..
or is it i should be more sociable instead of complaining about going to new a environment..
ha..why am i complaining so much now then??
i have to go Sing.later or sooner..its just whether i am in secondary or university..
so concentrate on your studies now!!Ang Khai Li!!instead of typing this kind of stupid post..where no one will bother to read it anyway..go study now!!(talking to myself make me feel comfortable..excuses me from being so stupid..thanks to those who actually bother to continue reading this post..