Saturday, February 28, 2009

random

well..everyone in the school had been asking me..
khai li your ankle so long still haven't recover yet??
everyone is asking the same question again and again..
even Madam Shirley ask me about it..
quite surprise..
well..
i have no idea also..the guy told me..oh..your ankle ah..cannot oh..so serious ah..maybe two weeks lah..
he do add those ah, oh,lah every time..I'm just copying him..
well..now is two weeks++..
I still feel very uncomfortable when i walk..(poor me that i still have to practice for march past everyday..gosh why cant they let me rest..)
so..i have no idea when i am going to heal..
so don't ask me when whenever you see me..
ya..i went for the X-ray thingy..
nothing also..no pain tak ada apa pun..
so..ya..maybe few more weeks..
who knows??



friendship
i don't really believe in this anymore..
maybe one day i will just live all alone..without friends..
and die alone..
without any one to cry for me or even remember me..
maybe i just disappeared from this earth
and i won't feel so moody everyday..
how..
life still goes on..


Sunday, February 15, 2009

2nd post

why am i so free
posting so many post a day...
well is actually because my mom went out so
i can use my comp.
yesterday my mom told me about whether i want to transfer to other school or not..
then i started thinking..
maybe i should change an environment..
go to a new place where no ones know me..
and i can start a new life there..
(you can stop reading this post if you feel that what i am talking now its all crap)
then i remember my mom asking grace's mom about studying in Sing.
and bla bla bla..
hm.. maybe i should study in Sing.(but then i don't think i can make it in anyway..)
well..if i can..maybe...its should be good thing for me also isn't it..
i can make new friends..
start a new life..
be more sociable in that new place..
smile more and don't always show that emo face..
and i will know how to be more independent..i feel that i am always sticking to my mom..
i am not exposed enough..(my mom said it..that is why she wanted to sent me to Sing. so early..)
my brother will always come home and tell my mom
how good is the activities there..its so fun..how they trick with the birthday boys..they actually use egg york..(those raw ones)and they use it as a wax and help the b'day boy to style his hair..and draw stupid things on his body..
and he has to walk around the university with that look they drew on him..
its like so fun to have friends like this..
or is it i am the one who are not sociable enough..
i have no idea also..if i can't go Sing. maybe i should go Penang..they said there is one secondary school there which is very famous also..
all i need is a new environment..
or is it i should be more sociable instead of complaining about going to new a environment..
ha..why am i complaining so much now then??
i have to go Sing.later or sooner..its just whether i am in secondary or university..
so concentrate on your studies now!!Ang Khai Li!!instead of typing this kind of stupid post..where no one will bother to read it anyway..go study now!!(talking to myself make me feel comfortable..excuses me from being so stupid..thanks to those who actually bother to continue reading this post..

Happy Birthday Summer..

Happy Birthday Summer Tee Zhi Le
i stole this picture from grace blog since you said you like this picture..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

again

ya..again..
i fractured my leg again!!!
this is the second time!!
gosh..i am so angry of myself..
why must i be so careless and make my life miserable..=(
gosh..i am so angry right now..
so bye..